I think night is the hardest time to be single and pregnant.
You don’t feel well (you never feel well), but there’s no one to pamper and encourage you.
You’re anxious (you’re always anxious) with no one to reassure you. Except you’re old friend Google, who truly causes more problems than he solves.
You’re alone. You feel alone. Especially at 7 weeks, when you’re still keeping this massive secret from almost everyone.
And the nights are so long and uncomfortable. You keep waking up hot. You always need to pee.
My bra is uncomfortable. I know my bra is always uncomfortable, but is it this uncomfortable? Can my boobs even be changing this soon? Google it.
What’s the earliest I can take a pregnancy test? Like, the absolute earliest? Google it.
I know I read that I can drink wine, because I’m not actually pregnant yet, and I’m not sharing blood with the baby, and also, I already drank wine, so there’s no point obsessing about it anyway…but can I really drink wine? Google it.
When does implantation occur? Could I be pregnant now? Google it.
(takes a break to stare at my Kindara chart for ten minutes straight)
How about now? Am I pregnant now? Google it.
Is that a twinge in my uterus? Is that an implantation twinge? You have already read about this and do not need to research it. Google it anyway.
I’m feeling kind of crampy. Are these cramps normal? Am I pregnant? Is this a sign of pregnancy? Google it.
Is my sperm donor still available? Only six vials left. Should I buy more vials now?
Wait, when is the absolute, 100% earliest I can take a pregnancy test? Google it.